So genius. But at least something is positive.

Well, I found my iPod. It had fallen off my desk into my garbage can, hence why I couldn't find it for so long. Genius.

But... You know what this means, right? More Steven-texting!!! ;) and he's getting a phone on Friday, so it'll be constant communication. I like that. And I love talking to him, so it's a win-win. :)

My homework load isn't any less. I'm whittling away at it, but it's taking so long... And my graduation speech... but I can do it. And that DAMN AP test that I have to take in May... Still haven't finished my essay on The Prince yet. I never want to see that fucking book again. D:

Weight loss. I blow my diet. Almost every day. Some days I do so well, and others... I have to keep trying, though. I have till May 19 to be down to 130 pounds. That's 17 pounds to go. I want to just starve myself, which would be easier than trying to still eat in moderation, but I'm worried that will make my weight plateau. That my body will go into starvation mode and start storing fat... THAT, I do not need. I have plenty. Thoughts, anyone? Starve, or no starve? Eating in moderation does not work. I binge. No self-control.

I can't wait till I drive. I'll get to see Steven whenever I'm in town, and he might take college classes too. :) I miss him. Friday, where are you? :(