Well, tonight was the first time I'd ever kissed anyone. For all seventeen years of my life.
And I am so so so glad that it was Steven.
That boy drives me so crazy, he has no idea. We kissed twice today at the courthouse... And held hands... And later, we did some handstands and stuff on the edge of the planters around the courthouse and then sat side by side and just talked. I kind of leaned my head on his shoulder and stroked his arm. Because his arm is really buff, and I liked doing that. :3 And he didn't seem to mind. So that was really nice, too.
But yeah... I've been replaying the whole night over and over in my head. I can't believe that it actually happened... It all seems surreal. But I'm just so so happy right now... I can't take it.
We were at the courthouse, or we probably would have made out right there. I totally could have. He's so smoking hot that I melt.
Haha, we have Friday. It'll be okay. ;)
I love that boy so much. I prayed for someone like him for so long, and I'm not gonna screw this up. I'm going to tell my parents and get actual permission to date as soon as I get my room clean and get caught up on my homework. No later than early April.
Being in love is really weird. I'm not sure how to deal with this. :)
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