Picnic today. And my baby... Oh, Steven. You still have no idea how much you mean to me. No idea. You probably never will, because I just can't explain it. Seriously...
I am so so very happy right now. I could burst with how much joy I'm feeling right now. He just... Ahhh. He's amazing.
Today. Was a whole four hours of everything special. Just the amount of time alone left me more satisfied than ever. We still got our time cut shorter than I wanted (big surprise, I want us to stay like that forever) but I'm still sitting here at home with this goofy smile on my face and the loneliness-vacuum in my emotions patched, for now. He never gives up, on making me feel good about myself, and that means more than he can imagine. No one has given or gives me that kind of support, made me feel that confident about my looks. After a while I tried not to care, but I always wanted it. It means the world to me.
I'm with my dream guy. He's everything I've ever wanted. His outlook on life? Flawless. His personality? Flawless. His looks? Flawless. I mean, added bonus, the guy does fucking FLIPS. C'mon. There are no words.
There are other things in my life that still cast shadows, but Steven is like a bright blazing sun in the midst of all of it. He's so perfect and unbelievable. I want him for forever. <3
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